Goodbye stranger

When you say hello stranger
it hits like a dart.
i never realized how far together
we have grown apart.

If you sit on this bench with me
and listen for a memory,
i will stand in the rain with you
and taste the loss that's true.

So far from here
we each whispered
those things that no one else
was meant to hear.

Your not the same now .
I met once someone a lot like you my dear.
you used to be that someone
different than you are now.

Now its time to say goodbye i fear.
I've left my self and you in the last tear.
Goodbye stranger of mine.
that is so far but seems so near.

losing

She can't find the will to leave the shit alone.
shes poping pills and smoking crap; to feel less when stoned
alot like running away from home.

He's sitting by the window.
watching the stars and street lamp glow.
lost his job, his girl, his life.
looks at his arm and cut with a knife
the hurt is less and the pain is more then.

They're feeling more and more alone
they find fear in the first tear
to get rid of the awful curse moving on,
forward and fight for life
not in reverse. losing the past.
will that be enough?

Stone heart

i didn't cry, wouldn't cry
wouldn't give in either
something holds me back; i can't remember the last time i cried.

no tears,no searching for my lack.
no fears, no turning back.

my heart is stone, i can feel it getting harder, soon to be unbreakable.
unattachable, unpenetratable and untouchable.

i almost want to feel. to let the emotions run through me.
too bad i wont. my hands are alone.
my face is solem and tone.
my eyes tightly shut; sewn.
and as you know my heart is stone.

i feel it too

Sitting behind me and touching my hair
you have the same dreams and hopes i do
but it makes no difference at all.

we talk of being hopeless and keep going around.
i want to keep your thoughts and heart.
but how would that sound?

when you say it like this, i know you mean it like that.
your driving down a dirt road out of control
I'm walking down it, in the rain because Ive just torn my soul.
you come to a stop and give me a ride
i throw out my heart and put my feelings aside.
i know you as well as my self; which is little at all
and i want to be near you come when you call.

Sitting beside you holding your hand; drifting my day away never to land
You sing to me quietly in your sweet voice. you ask me if i love you like its a choice.
Then i wake up and look around were still in class.
your still behind me not knowing what to do.
thinking your alone
your not i feel it too.

"I'm Fine"

Isn't that great isn't it nice
wonderful, fantastic, fabulous
glorious! and fine?

Isn't than mean isn't it nasty
awful, terrifying, dreadful
scary! and fine?

you say your fine. its normal
nothing dangerous about
being fine.

so what does it mean exactly when you say your
FINE.

Empty

Laying on the roof of this empty house my breath is taken away because when i close my eyes i see you and your life just flying by and it makes me smile because i love you.

Sitting in the grass in this empty yard my hope is restored because when i close my eyes i see your compassion.

As i stand in this empty life my heart is stolen because i close my eyes and relize you arn't really there or here or anywhere with me and my life is empty.

Away

On days like this i just want to run away.
go far. run. or just fly today.
Ive got places to be and a clock I'm supposed to watch.
but I'm not gonna go cause to night i wanna get lost.
oh love could lead me
out to the sea.
take me out there.
to the road in the country
up in the city, down in bayou.
take me far away
cause i don't want to loose you
we could be far off forever
we could be together.

Not Sweet

This frosting doesn't taste as sweet as it should. I can't help thinking, knowing, and wishing if you let me kiss your lips, cheek, neck, skin it would taste sweeter. maybe its wrong to think it, but i do... too bad you don't feel the same about me. if youd let me i think i could...give me a chance. Should i let you read this? Would it make a difference? For good? For worse? it doesn't matter. I won't show you. my sweet one.

Mr...

you make me laugh
Mr. funny i love you
you make me cry
Mr. emotional i love you
you make me love
Mr. lovely i love you
you make me feel loose
Mr. freedom i love you
you make me feel special
Mr. unforgettable i love you
you let me know these things
Mr. incredible i know i love you.

Waiting

Im waiting for you to answer the phone.
I know you hear it ring. I know you are home...

Cut

When the heart hurts so bad it seems better to forget the pain.
To hurt in other ways because i understand the pain i can
see
feel
touch.
I cut or punch or pinch
or hurt me too many ways to mention.
Better than the pain i don't understand.
Cut too deep to care.
I know my pain isn't rare.

Just Me

Take me for me.
Let me show you who i am.
Take me for me.
Let me be your biggest fan.
Take me for me.
love me,touch me,hold me now.
Take me for me.
Look at me and just think wow.
Take me for me.
I don't want to change you.
Take me for me.
don't try to change me too.

Mismatched

In the movies it all works out
but not in the real world.
My mind seems to figure it out
but not my heart.
My legs go walking about
but not my tired feet.
Things seem to fit together almost
but not quite
like the sun on a rainy day.